During the times of mourning and learning to accept the loss of our unborn child, I was sitting in our family room where Jason and I spend much of our time together. We have a fish tank, just a small ten gallon tank, but it is fun to watch the fish swim. We now have shrimp in the tank with a few tetras, but last year when I was in the hospital for the ectopic pregnancy we had larger fish. A few blue fish and one pink fish. Here's a picture of what our tank used to look like when the pink fish wa...

So, it’s now a October 2011, Caleb is 9 months old and I am ready for more children.  After the birth of Caleb I wasn’t sure I wanted anymore, and praise Jesus, He turned my heart towards His and helped me to have hope and faith again.  The entire time I had actually been suffering each month at that "fun time" with pain and heavy bleeding.  The doctor who did my physical that year told me that normally getting pregnant is what they recommend to women who have painful periods so I thought, okay ...